this has taken me around 2 hours to write. you have no idea how hard it is for me to put my thoughts into words. I just read an article that said 'no coke can can be shaken and expected to open without an explosion'. I understood it completely, hence I decided to write this blog. I need to slowly release what I'm feeling as an anonymous and to try and find peace with myself.
on the outside I appear a regular teenager, who throws herself into her studies and is a quiet and closed person. however on the inside I am quite the opposite. I feel sad, emotional, heartbroken, lonely, depressed, anxious and betrayed. I don't know what I want to say yet, or how I'm going to say it, but hopefully I will gain a little confidence, wisdom and support from someone in this world..